Batting eyelashes at me.. :D

In Hibernation(post from previous blog)

I have not been posting anything for quite sometime and will not be doing that for some more days as well. Have been sick this week and as I started to recover, my phone died on me. So I will be living without an Internet connection for 3-4 days…..probably more. I have a lot to write. In fact I have two unfinished posts in the queue… :(

I hope BSNL will have pity on me. Till then, I’ll be missing reading your blogs…and writing on mine… :(

Hope to come back on line soon…Adios..!! :)

Happy with my share of Independence (post from previous blog)

As it comes out of an intellectual conversation with one of my friends, I am a certified non-patriot now. Incidentally I have somehow lagged behind in doing my bit for the nation as I have not been forwarding the oh so patriotic SMS’s to my friends. I have to thank that friend for this realization.

Maybe the rush of blood and that unadulterated euphoria that comes with the slightest of proud national moments are old school techniques to show that I am a patriot. Frankly, I don’t need to show if I care. Sitting inside my house with a stomach full of delicacies and with a computer and the Internet (24 X 7 connectivity) right in front of me, does my say matter? Obviously I am proud of my nation and happy with the freedom that comes to me…as a birth right.

Maybe someone living under a torn piece of cloth…calling it a shelter, fighting for his/her basic rights to survive will have a better say in this. I have no right to define independence but for me its never complete until every such man can feel what true independence is. A lot has to be done, much lesser to be said or written.

Just for the record, I do nothing. Being the hippocrate that I am, I find my glory in patriot (izing) my image in an image editor.

Nonetheless…I am proud…

Happy Sixty first

Sinks in oblivion the real meaning
epiphany is awaited…
‘coz the day each feels it for themselves
shall be the day of independence.

Forgotten by each political intellect,
The flame has dimmed a little…
but the revolution ain’t over yet,
Just one phase of it…

Finally I am (not so) tagged..!(post from previous blog)

Ahem Ahem, well a week long silence due to some unexplainable circumstances (I give you four words.. L,A,Z,Y, try all combinations) and the fact that I have never been tagged in the relatively dwarf time-span of my blog and my uncanny excitement to do one of those fun tags, resulted in a thought process.

It went on somewhat like this “Hey getting tagged is a far-cry for a new-blog infant like me, so why not ask someone to TAG me, myself !!” Obviously the person will find it hard to turn down such a harmless, and pity full “tag-me request”. So I executed the PLAN on a fellow blogger who is a few blog years older than me and as a result he officially tagged me to do this.

The tag is fun so here I have it courtesy Mr. mayz.

Rules:
1. Put Your iTunes/ music player on Shuffle
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER WHAT!!! After you’ve answered all of the questions, tag 5 other people and then let them know they’ve been tagged to do the meme themselves.

Here are the answers:

- IF SOMEONE SAYS “IS THIS OKAY” YOU SAY?
Papercut-Linkin park
– Haha..quite true indeed..!!

- WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
Outside–Staind
–Hain hun hain..?? Take me in, damn it..I ain’t an alien..!

- WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL ?
Heaven’s a lie-Lacuna Coil
– I like people who are down to earth, are practical and REAL!…and its all starting to make sense now..!

- HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Broken-Seether Ft. Amy Lee
– Not really..!

- WHAT IS YOUR LIFE’S PURPOSE?
The howling-Within Temptation
– So I am a bloody wolf…eh??

- WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
To be loved-Paparoach
– err..true…but how the hell do they know…?..and my Winamp..?? DAMN I am busted !!

- WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
By Myself-Evanescence
– :O..Not true.

- WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN? WHAT IS 2+2?
Epiphany-Staind
–^-^..huh..I try to..!!

- WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Its not over
-Chris Daughtry– Hmm…a moment of epiphany maybe…It strikes right for my old best friend..maybe..he still is…!

- WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Points of Authority-Linkin Park
– I like people with authority. Not over me though.

- WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Deny-Default
–Umm..well if it means I keep denying certain things..Its true..not the other way around though..!

- WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
One step closer-Linkin Park
–to the edge?..dunno what to say..but its kind of true..!

- WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Happy-Mudvayne
– hehe..Its trivial..!(smart music player I have in here)

- WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Sick and Tired-Default
– Really don’t know what to say to that!!! Winamp you retard..!

- WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Crash-Paparoach
– I refuse to be victim, I refuse to be a slave??? My wedding in done for…!!

- WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
In the End-Linkin Park
– :o..what the..? I am not making this up..seriously..!!

- WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
If everyone cared-Nickleback
–What to say..hear the song…Its fitting..!

- WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Somebody’s me-Enrique Eglasias
– It isn’t a secret..!! She knows..my friends know..her friends know..

- WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Fade-Staind
–That is not true.

- WHAT SHOULD YOU POST THIS AS?
Ring my bells-Enrique Eglasias
– bahahaha..wdf..? does that make any sense..?!!

- WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT THIS TAG?
Choices-Mudvayne-
Yes I had choices. I could have done any other tag but I liked this one..!

I tag nobody because, seriously…am I allowed to?

P.S: I did this tag twice just for sheer amusement. The answers you see here are from the first time but for two questions I got the same songs both the times..for the last question (choices)..and for the funeral one.. (In the end)..!! My winamp is smart..!!:)

Claustrophobic..(post from previous blog)

Maybe I don’t belong
but I don’t care anymore.
I may fail…but I wont change…

May be inside I know…
I m Indifferent to Ur sacred shades…
But I don’t need your honor…I have mine…

Maybe I too pretend.
But I am not as good as you,
at least I make sure,
I make sure you know…

what I feel…coz what I feel is what i say…
maybe inside I suffocate,
suffocate as hell..
But you don’t care…I know that as well.

Why is it that sometimes the closest of the people around you find it so difficult to comprehend something that even a distant onlooker may notice with the slightest of difficulties. Do they tend to overlook or is it just too trivial to react. Why is it that you have to say things despite them being the hardest to say.

Why are people so bloody adamant on CHANGING you…?
Or then…is it just me..!!?